Nothing good happens after 2 AM.

Well this may have been copied from the Hollywood sitcom HIMYM. But it certainly is true. 

Why i am not in bed by this hour?
Well i have to complete a daunting task and whenever i try to do it, i procrastinate or lie about it. ( i am not a habitual liar).

Because of the guilt and everything i cannot fall asleep like normal people. I have to tire my body till the eyes close up. Not a great impression either. If someone reading this, he or she would definitely have passed me up as a lunatic or crazy person.

The sleep cycles are like this because since after my XII standard, i hardly used to sleep more than 4-5 hours in a day. Because i had tuition, school, studying and what not. College had assignments and project deadlines. And icing on the cake, my last job. ( night shifts)

So, if nothing good can ever happen after 2 AM. or the dreadful hour. I would like to assign a task to myself. 

If i can some up and meet the deadline then i would surely pamper myself. Else...pphhbt.

tick tock. i can hear the sound of the wall clock second hand going tick tock tick tock. its kind of annoying. 

I promise myself i am not going to rely on others to motivate me anymore, no more rom-com movies or sitcoms or books or newspapers. I am going to be self motivator. If i am not now then i dont know when i would be.

Peace !

PS: See, nothing good comes after 2 AM